i'm sAveD!

somebody to love me

2006-03-02T20:41:00.000+08:00

somebody to love me(:

for me, screams and floorball, during pe, please go to sheila's blog.

dun feel like studying
i guess it's complacency that's here t stay :S
there's a poa test and chem prac test tml.
i shall not study.
(:
As for emaths, physics, chem(: hence the complacency.
i need a break.
girl's night tml!!(:
facial, mani, pedi, jokes, the b words, guitar!
let the fun start!(:

can delete

2006-02-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

actions speak louder than words

the past week has been pretty ok..
sheila has been dreaming abt jasper, causing me t dream of them tgr..
then pris n steph hav been sick..
teachers r piling up the homework and assignments..
choir is rushing for time..(prefect's com next fri n band concert e following sat)
so i've been waiting for today(:
day of rest!
cant wait for tml too.
fly kite!!(:

the curious incident of the dog in the night-time

2006-02-19T20:32:00.000+08:00

the curious incident of the dog in the night-time
nice book(:

yesterday:
nothing worth blogging except for the concert. it was realli realli good. i hope our choir would b able t sing like that one day..so pro(:
[someone said i looked feminine in black concert gear ><]

today:
family service(: fun fun fun. had a 'learning & sharing session(:'
amusing. shocking. funny.
then had ycom meeting..did stuff..was quite tired..lol..
had guitar(: more good music(:
BEN & JERRY'S WAS ON OFFER!! :D
history test. homework. :S

seven

2006-02-07T20:06:00.000+08:00

i was sabotaged to do this by both chris and sheila! as such, the lists shall be a mix of both..

7 things that make me smile/I like the most [not in order]
-strawberry kiwi snapple
-ben & jerry's!
-white chocolate
-chocolate pudding
-the lil orange 'guy' from action city
-my guitar
- YOU!(:

7 ways to win my heart
-ben & jerry's!
-the lil orange 'guy' from action city
-playing the guitar(:
-sing(:
-talk. just talk.
-by being sincere and honest.
-staying the way you are?

7 things i'm afraid of
-deep waters
-creepy crawlies
-exams and bad results (who isn't?)
-nightmares
-me not listening to God
-me not following God
-ting xie and chinese related stuff! (which i have tml ):)

7 things i do everyday (or wanna do everyday)
-school ):
-play the guitar
-read the Bible and pray everyday, pray everyday, pray everyday(:
-enjoy life
-study hard(er)
-do sth meaningful/helpful to others
-
(can't tink of one more for the moment)

7 random facts abt me
-i like yellow(:
-i am tall
-i have water-phobia
-i have lotsa hw and choir tml ):
-i like playing e guitar(:
-i'm part of COLOURS!(:
-i want 9 points for Os :S

7 things i say the most
-dots!
-huh?
-wad?!
-lol
-hahaha
-ppl's names their surname and ! eg. sheila eng! priscilla tan! eryn kwong!
-
(can't tink of one more)

7 things i wish for
-world peace! :D
-for everything to be alright
-for our friendships to be the same
-for my relationships be God's will
-to listen to God
-9 points for Os :S
-better guitar skills? lol

7 things i can do
-play the guitar
-sing
-study? lol
-play the piano
-talk. loudly and scream
-go hyper
-
(cant' tink of e last one)

7 things i hope i'll be able to do before i die
-write a will
-tell everyone personal stuff
-write letters to everyone
-just die la
-so that
-i'll be able
-to see jasper and God(:

i shall b nice n not sabotage anyone
(:

going out

2006-02-05T13:11:00.000+08:00

i'm too lazy to blog but here goes..

if you wanna read abt the bowling outing, please refer to aaron's blog.
if you wanna read abt the party at chloe's ytd, please stay.

yesterday:
had ss remedial in the morning, mr lee looked funny in casual clothes. finished up e chapter on e welfare state in britain then left for ikea wit sheila. walked ard, admiring the 'homes' and stealing ideas for our dream home(:
felt hungry to headed to e restaurant. when we were in the line jiaxin called to inform me of mr lee's emergency exercise..lol got meatballs n started t eat. then mr lee called sheila just as she had just put a meatball in her mouth so she cldnt talk! lol poor thing..so sheila had to stop eating n start calling..
then shopped ard n got candles, rubber gloves and a mini clock for sch! [i'm fed up with our classroom being clock-less and 4e2's clock forever reading some weird time like 6 plus?!]
took bus to mrt with sheila then went home..then slacked, showered then left for church..
lead games n it was raining yet again so played some stupid pass e msg game..
had worship..for once it was better than usual mayb cos chris was there t 'spice' things up..lol
then had bs, passed ard e card for clare then waited for ppl t go t chloe's hse.
boarded 165 but before e rest cld come on e uncle closed e doors! so i was stranded ):
waited for them at e bus stop then realised chara n aaron cld make it for e party..lol
had dinner [no one wanted my food! ):]
then watched tv, played twister [it was gross!] then went in to 'watch' 'the grudge'..but ppl saw me come in so they quickly changed t movie to 'the longest yard'..lol..[i scream darn loud]
it was sick, funny and even sicker..oh wells..then had t leave cos mom was nagging..so walked all e way t e bus stop with darrel, chris and nigel following..lol got suaned pretty bad..then ran after 855 so that i would not hafta endure their torture..lol

todae:
homework homework more homework. bleh
):

dunno la..loll

2006-01-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

cant you see i'm standing here....

yesterdae:
prepared for games, slacked, left for church, did games, it stinked and now for the fun part. (:
after bs (which was quite interesting as usual) we waited for e guys who were taking so long..
then left for e bus stop opposite coral..e guys were walking so slowly..then it began t rain. hard.
n we were still so far away frm the bus stop! as a result we were so so so soaking wet. n chara was wearing white. :S
the bus was mega cold too so poor chara n i were shivering while claire n marion chatted n e guys (jim, aaron, gabriel quek, gabriel chee, chris) stood n talked crap.
traffic jam so yeah..was freezing by e time we reached plaza sing..
tried t look for a place t eat so walked ard b4 deciding tad us gals wanted t eat at pasta mania.
so went all e way down (we were at yamaha's level) t B2
booked a table of nine n waited mega long til we finally got a table..ate crapped then decided we wanted t take neos so took neos..(gabriel chee left liao)
so the 8 of us squeezed into one tiny booth..lol..mega amusing..did some funny stuff..shant bother t elaborate..
then walked ard..went t robinsons? and carrefour on which both occasions i smeared aaron's face wit powder n lotion cos he's peeling.. :S
left for home after walking ard then talked crap on e mrt. (jim, i am NOT a big part of aaron's life)
reached home at 11 still a lil wet ):

today:
woke up early in the morning to go for service n reached there on time (for once!)
found the guys and eryn, sat down, found claire n marion, then was evicted by aunty annie t e front few rows t let latecomers sit at e back. had songs n sermon by pastor boon yong..then went down for food..didnt eat just drank punch..(aaron! punch drinking competition!(:)
then finally after eons, left for j8. walked ard got random stuff before we met e guys..jim cldnt find his cs: condition zero cd and later cldnt decided t buy e hydration pack thing or not (sheesh!)
then ate kfc cos everyone wanted cheesefries (sry aaron no ban mian) then shopped somemore..
went t jim's hse, put our stuff there, then left t meet sinch n shireen at kuo chuan..was irritated by e bunch of kids running ard(of which comprised t my bros, issac, shawn n joab) then waited, slacked, then finally left for jim's hse for ycom meeting.
i guess today we were all tired..jim didnt realli talk much crap as compared t meetings wit aaron, i didnt talk as much (crap?) either mayb due t a lack of things t critisize frm aaron..e rest were as usual..we talked abt how t make yf and ycom a better ministry and abt punctuality..
had prata then left..i was 40mins late for my guitar class! lol (sheila i beat u!(:)
hafta rush hw cos i'm sick ):

first yf session for 2006

2006-01-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

todae was just so wrong.

had brunch and stuff then finished n tried t perfect my geog project..
left hse earlier than usual for yf cos we had t welcome ppl..
then halfway thru my incredibly long bus journey, it began t pour. [pour as in rain realli mega mega mega heavily]
and yes i didnt hav an unbrella so i conveniently called aaron tan n asked him t bring TWO umbrellas wit him t e bus stop.
there was an incredibly cute cute cute guy on e bus!! :D n he got off at e same stop as my n he was using a light blue umbrella. so when aaron came over in e pouring rain, i told him abt e cute guy n he said tis "i hope you are not refering t me" cos he happened t b holding a blue umbrella too. EGO but nvm..
so e both of us got soaked. literally.
went up, welcomed newcomers which i realli hope more yfers can do, n yf began.
games rocked! it was pass the parcel n when i got e parcel, its directions were t pass it t someone- t do a forfeit! everyone was chanting aaron's name la -.-"
so newaes, after making sure tad e gamemaster cldnt get e parcel, aaron got it.
n his forfeit was.....*drumroll...
"to rub sinch's (mr lim the old flame money minded guy/e youth leader) stomach n talk t it!!"
carol took a photo of it i tink..i was fainting..not literally.
that was kinda e highlight of e day..
then abel had t do the chicken little dance wit music, courtesy of some1's handphone..[though chara n i thought tad they shld had just made him sing "he's able" complete wit actions..]
music n talk were ok..
then had a lil grp session wit e sec 4 gals which comprised of chara huijia n i..
crapped a lot as we wrote down our new year resolutions then got some memory verse thing..
mine's a song..quite easy t remember..[a new commandment]
then had some musicians' meeting which was mostly weiling running after either wong jieh or lee teck n e 2 of them calling each other a witch[the guy t her] or a b**ch[her t the guy]..pretty amusing wit e exception of e vulgarities..
then left for uncle's hse, had dinner, admired his motorola razar then left..

waffles with maple syrup for breakfast tml, anybody?
:D

happy new year!

2006-01-01T13:08:00.000+08:00

happy new year '06!!(:

yesterday:
woke up, cleaned up e hse n watched tv b4 going downstair t get breakfast n meeting aaron..
he was supposed t help me wit e massive pile of holiday hw i hav but wasnt v successful..
so went t get breakfast..accidentally whacked him wit e chocolate bread which resulted in him having chocolate cream on his hair n shirt..lol oops..
then went baq home, did hw n gave directions t ppl..n everyone didnt need my exact address cos once they were downstairs, they cld hear my voice..so it was just a matter of following it..lol..
got black forest cake frm sinch n shireen, chocolates frm han shen, peanut pancake frm jim/aunty lucy n ben & jerry's phish food frm aaron!!(: [thanks!!(:]
had a yummy lunch wit e potato wedges(: n spaghetti n salad..
then started meeting..jim's wise quotes were e highlight of e afternoon mann..lol as usual he was crapping a lot n later had his retribution..[he was made t 'scold' ycom for not focusing for e public speaking workshop!]
was quite long n tiring so i wont bother t go thru e details..[btw i gave my cherry frm e cake t aaron n he was like 'i'm supposed t finish everything on my plate rite?' then i was like 'yeah..darn e feminist movement!(:..inside joke]
then had our public speaking workshop n some hands-on prac..wont elaborate..[which is most prob why i almost failed geog]
left for e new year's eve dinner late n was quite bored..though e acts were realli funny n interesting, e rest was quite boring..
e fireworks were mega nice though..then went ard wishing ppl 'happy new year' then left..[ppl got taupoked(:]
i tink we shld hav e meetings more often(:

today:
woke up at 12..lol..e latest i woke up tis holiday..
going t eat lunch then go see poor ju da who's in e hospital then go get stationery..
(:

merry christmas n happy boxing day!

2005-12-26T21:08:00.000+08:00

merry christmas n happy boxing day!(:

yesterday:
woke up in e morning early n left for christmas service at acsi..
service was good n rather amusing..
had lunch n stuff after it, got some suanage again n hit aaron quite badly..lol [got hit back ):]
then left for grandparents' hse then aunt's house for family christmas dinner..
wished yf had a christmas party like e previous years but oh wells..[we had our curry puffs thing instead of it]
was pretty bored..yes on christmas..lol..
thanks every1 who gave me presents!(:
i realli appreciate it(:

todae:
set alarm for 10 cos i slpt at 1 plus [watched legally blonde 2..it realli isnt as gd as e first]
hit e snooze button n slpt in for another half hour [yes lazy me]
woke up, had chocolates for breakfast then started doing work.
i have absolutely NO idea wad on earth my fav subj r toking abt.
i CANNOT do e chem ws n my poa hw! help! [at least my mom can help wit poa but chem?!]
n yes chem is my best subject.
finished abt err..a miserable 4% of total hw?
oh wells..96% to go.. :S

post last curry puffs com meeting

2005-12-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

sry for the kinda stagnant updates.. :S
the past few days have been mostly spent in msia which was so horrendous i cant b bothered t blog abt n at church, meeting up for e curry puffs event(:

todae:
woke up, mom came rushing into e room so happy cos ju lih, ju le n i all got tis edusave award thing for gd progress..it's her bdae todae somemore..lol..
then finished up some christmas cards b4 leaving for j8 quite late in e afternoon..
got my envelopes, instant mashed potatoes!!(: and converse sch shoes b4 eating macs..met claire weiling n aaron at macs..didnt noe they were there..lol..
then left wit chloe for braddel mrt stn where jim n clare were alr..dustin was late..walked t some centre where he worked n started meeting..here are some highlights of e meeting:

"that's called cleavage"- aaron on err..e topic of a lapel 'go thru yr body' mike being pulled down by accident n showing everyone e upper part of the human anatomy..lol..

"aaron has cleavage?!" -claire on aaron's response t e above..lol..

"juer looks like she just gave birth to aaron's bag" -chloe on me falling down n landing wit my knees directly above aaron's bag

"da-bou-you-jay-you-ee-arre-two-seven-nine-oh" -jim and aaron making fun of my email add in their hongkong accent

we all had a gd laugh over stuff frm 'cleavage' t abortion n placentas n other stuff..lol..[see how we digress?!]

after e meeting we left for bishan mrt [except clare] n everyone left me behind on e train cos i live so far -.-

but overall, we shld do tis more often(: laughter is the best medicine!(:

a note before i leave for m'sia

2005-12-13T19:44:00.000+08:00

just to backtrack a lil(:

sunday:
woke up mega early to buy breakfast for church ppl n help sell 'em(:
did my taitai thing on stage to e amusement of many in e congregation..lol
then listened t pastor daniel preach..quite interesting..then went down..slacked then went up t do yet another round of publicity.
here's how it went [frm memory]: "what rubbish! i am his wife! even though roger isnt as romantic as he used to be...he used to spend so much time with me and even give me flowers all the time! but now? (bimbo urgh) instead of a massage chair i get an izap! izaps are for losing weight/for weight loss! is he trying to say i'm fat?! (bimbo urgh again) (stomps off stage)"
yes it was amusing..lol..then after church went t mama and uncle's hses..b4 heading home..

monday:
slacked e whole day..then left for northpoint to get some stuff for m'sia trip n dinner/snacks(:
left for church n was late cos i made a detour into cold storage :S
door was locked so i was stuck downstairs wit joshua, grace, joy n later dustin b4 eryn came downstairs n rescued us(:
did stuff, prayed then started rehearsal..
rehearsal was as usual..wit much suanage and digressing but managed t go thru e script a few times..
tried 'pressing one another for info' as prac for nosy ppl who jux wont give up on e day itself..(cos ppl r supposed t find out who hurt roger xiao by interrogating e suspects)
joshua did well acting crazy(:
then left for supper again..had coconut juice and prawns frm eryn n kenny's prawn mee/hokkien mee(:
kenny tinks I owe HIM one buck..all thanks t a stupid bet..tad lil boy ah..*tsktsk..not MY fault e aunty understands i want a cup of ice wad..lol..
then went home..caught e last bus! thank God..lol

today:
packing, having flu and feeling hungry :S
cya in 4+ days!(:

of pratas and milo dinosaurs

2005-12-10T12:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday: 1st rough rehearsal for 'curry puffs- a heated tale'

went t eryn's house for a 'swim' bt ended up walking T.G. n sitting at a street soccer court as Mr Sun was not up..[yes aaron we do need e sun t 'swim' cos in reality, we're tanning. LOL]
then talked n slacked n played wit T.G. b4 going up n eating e delicious stuff tad aunty janet made + cold milo(:
then slacked when eryn made earrings, showered, realised i was late then finally left for church.
reached church an hour late n helped chloe paste coloured paper onto e stalker's car(:
ppl came, we slacked, weiling n sidney did their acting t e friday congregation which was quite amusing, went down slacked, rehearsed and b4 long it was alr 10 plus.
everyone was mega hungry so we went for supper+dinner[dinner for daryl eng] at e prata place near cheryl woo's house!
it was realli gd and now let me test my memory by reciting wad we ordered AT FIRST..lol
5 milo dinosaurs, 2 double egg = 1 banana for sidney, 1 chocolate for joshua, 1 paper for daryl, and 9 kosongs[dunno how t spell] for chloe, weiling, joshua, daryl n i
so we ate then realised it wasnt enuf so we ordered more. 1 more milo dinosaur, 1 more paper, 1 more chocolate.
e waiters were so dao la and i bet they made a heck lot of money frm us..lol
was mega full so went t wash hands. spotted a mega huge cockroach then came back.
kenny made me scream by pretending e cockroach was in his hands la! urgh
[later sidney pointed out tad kenny wldnt hav dared touch a cockroach..lol]
so we left e shop mega malued cos of me n sinch sent us home.
yes all e way t sembawang eh! thank you thank you thank you(:
then after tad they'll prob hafta go all e way back t bukit batok..bleh..
i'll remember tis(:

retail therapy 2

2005-12-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

more retail therapy. hurray!

went t j8 at 2, met claire at mrt then went t kfc for lunch.
after tad went up and looked ard e shops b4 coming t converse.
claire tried on her shoes n liked em while i looked ard at e shirts n bag.
realised tad they were having a promotion so i got tis guy shirt tad's realli nice(:
chara came n actualli advised on e shirts..lol..so tried 3 n e guy one was e best so bought it..lol
then walked ard b4 heading up t 3rd level..walked somemore heading into e shops and telling each other wad we want for christmas lol [well, onli claire n i la..esp at e stuffed toys..lol]
then went t popular, got more advice frm chara n claire on art supplies for christmas..lol..
they said i am slow.. :S which i am..but still..lol
then went t action city saw cute stuff and left for life bookshop..made more comments abt e bks esp "ending e search for mr right" and many other bks tad hafta do wit err..singleness..lol
then headed downstairs for e christian stall where i took a mega long time deciding on badges n chara n claire were looking at e shirts..more advice..
then went t look for bags..we managed t bargain!!(: so got 2 bags..
then walked ard b4 heading t perlini's silver cos i needed daily earrings..
took a mega long time n decided yet again b4 buying e shell ones(:
then went home(:

i shld realli do tis again..bt of course nt too soon cos i needa let my wallet recover! lol(:

tnyf camp '05

2005-12-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

tis yf camp totalli rocks and as usual it was e highlight of e year(:

day one:
came after work (wit pink/peach bucket) n was late cos i got lost..didnt realli do much..

day two:
came after work wit pink flower(: frm one of e docs cos it was our last day n stuff(:
made it in time for dinner..had workshop then bs then slpt..nothing much..

day three:
NOW e funn starts(:
morning woke up sat ard then went for 5BX
did some relay thing which was quite interesting..
then had breakfast aka bread wit butter n strawberry jam(:
then had talk n bs then lunch..didnt eat much cos was too nervous
got ready 4 games n filled e buckets..
water trival was funn(:
almost nobody knew tad pumpernickel was bread! lol
then got majorly splashed at cos no. 1 ppl didnt like me no. 2 i splashed wrongly no. 3 they dun wanna get splashed at so they push it towards me, wetting me in e process
i wore white short cos i didnt expect t get wet then lo & behold i did so had t go upstairs n change
:S
how malu..I WILL NEVER TAKE THOSE PPL FOR GAMES AGAIN..
then had watercraft 2 which was funn(:
there was one game in which i tried t grab e watermelon bt cldnt cos of chara fan n huixin la! if i die there then it's mega wasted la..lol was mega thirsty then still hadta run e perimeter of e field.. :S
i got aaron bt he got me baq n hit so hard somemore..so pain! ):
wanted t 'commit suicide' wit eryn so tad we cld tok bt she didnt wanna ):
poured water on xiaopinkcai(: n onclay(:
was soaking wet by e time everything finished..cant wait t see e pics!!(:
had e talent nite..was mega amusing/amused!
grp 2 was e best cos it cld link realli well lol energiser battery + starwars, LOTR + soap,
dudewhere'smycar + punk'd, can drink, mastercard/visa adverts..lol
i acted bimbo(at least i tried to), chris acted gay, n claire mei is my HUNK!!(:
then had sec 4 farewell..was mega saddening..cant imagine it'll b our turn next yr..so fast!! ):
played cards, polar bear n four on a couch (wit 26 ppl!!) n slacked til 3 then smsed then finally slpt at 3 sth lol

day four:
so sad! lazy t go into detail but got some suanage n took many pics!(:
i miss/love camp!(: camp rocks!

busy busy

2005-11-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

havnt realli used e com/blogged for e past few days perhaps due to e numerous commitments i hav to fulfill..

friday:
last day of choir camp
it was ok la
not realli worth blogging
i'm ready to quit though..
not sure if i'll go for e 2 rehearsals b4 sch reopens..
so after e camp i left for chara's house
not very sure where to alight bt thanks t aaron/marion's directions i managed t get there
aaron was mega slow at getting me frm e security guard post la!
then went in, met his pri sch friends..
watched disc one of downfall..nice but mega sad show..
then aaron kept bullying me so he became another of my poor victims..
then watched charlie and e chocolate factory which was mega NOT NICE/NOT WORTH $8.50
then switched t e 9pm show..tried to tune e guitar but e thing was jux stuck..
then left..aunty hwee mien offered t send me all e way t macritchie..so nice of her(:

yesterday:
watched e rest of downfall..mega sad and pek cheking!! ):
then had 'outing'
went to macs to meet claire n marion
then went to sbc, got briefed then was placed in e team wit kenny and weiling
he's not SUCH a bad guy jux one wit a mega huge ego..lol
so did stuff at coral which was quite lame
then went baq to church and attended e ladies fellowship card making thingie
eryn should hav been there..she'ld loved it..lol
i tink i'm going to use e glitter card idea for christmas(:

todae:
went to church for linda's wedding rehearsal..
i love that chinese song(:
had a mega nice dinner(:
batter fried potato wedges wit e special sauce and fruit salad(:
gonna eat e apple strudel later when aunty janet and uncle frank arrive(:
tml's e 1st day of work!
excited but kinda dreading it cos i'm alr so busy..
:S

ycom`christmas thing`homework`linda's wedding`debate`
bleh :S

major suanage

2005-11-12T23:24:00.000+08:00

todae was fun and tiring..

in e morning woke up surprisingly early at 9..
read newspapers til abt 10 then showered.
left house for tannery rd for some warehouse sale..
passed by jasper's house!
didnt realli hav much tops bt i love e bottoms!(:
then daddy dropped me at church..
joab n aaron were alr there..
then waited for jim..
en shen highlighted his hair red!! [yes eryn, red]
then left for e mymca at geylang..yes at geylang..
e dorms n interior r quite nice bt there's quite lil space for games..
tink we're going to do games sth like e camp at hope centre cos there we had limited space too..
got major suanage cos of my natural loud voice..haii..it's not like i can control it esp when so many pple r suaning me..*tsktsk
then went baq to sbc n brained stormed some games and all had sth to do wit WATER..lol
then discussed e p6ers welcome thing..
went to church to pick up e p6ers and do stuff..
led them to sbc..
had games..WACKO!
got saboed majorly! sheesh..
then had music which was gd(:
then had talk by daniel..
minor bs where we toked abt err..half halfs esp in thailand..lady boys..lol
then left for j8 wit chara claire n aaron..
aaron apparently owed chara n i dinner due to our gd results(:
i, of course, exploited e opportunity..lol
claire n i altered our walking speeds to create a more romantic envioronment bt apparently they didnt appreciated it.. ):
but ate yoshinoya then went to swensens!!(:
realli full n had some memoriable quotes which shld b on aaron's blog..go see..
then walked ard..
suaned..
i want e downfall vcd!!(: [of hitler, of course]
went to life bookshop and saw stuff.."single men are like waffles and single women are like spaghetti" hmm..
then went to take neos..apparently it was e 1st time aaron was taking neos..lol
was majorly spasticated bt fun(:
prussian mushroom head..lol..
oh wells it was fun(:
n thanks to e 3 of them who gladly walked me to e mrt cos i said it was haunted..lol
turned out that e mrt was packed! lol
we should do tis more often..was a great stress reliever(:
(:

pek chek

2005-11-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

i'm addicted to e song on sheila's blog(:

todae was quite crappy cos all of us werent in e mood to study..
mr ng's pro..he finished e rest of e electricity chapter todae eh!
better go revise everything..
got baq report bk..
heard frm chorkwan frm ms nora tad i'm first n she's second..
lol at long last i'm first in SOMETHING..lol
though tze hwee got a higher l1r5 n avg than me im still first..
mayb they count classwork or sth..lol
going shopping tml wit mom to get clothes 4 work n to go out(:
then going to check out e ymca campsite for yf camp..
then e p6ers come n join us n i'll b so totalli embarrased cos of ju lih..
cant wait though(:
supposed to change my blog template but no time so i shall jux change it totalli..
(:

Even when my eyes are dry
even when my soul is tired
even when my hands are heavy, I will lift them up to You
It's not about how I feel, oh Lord I am here for You
I exist for YOU(:

messed up again

2005-11-03T21:30:00.000+08:00

i wanna be perfect.

todae was kinda fun bt embarrassing for me..
in e morning went to bukit batok mrt..then met aaron..then ate macs cos e rest where late..then met e others at 7-11..
then went to e bus interchange to take 61 cos according to weiling, e long bus is nicer..
reached sinch's house n cos we had long legs we walked faster n didnt bother waiting 4 e rest of them..so apparently without my knowledge, i was being fixed up wit HIM!! :(
the suanage continued for e rest of e day la..
then ate and ate n drank ribena(: 14 cups to b exact cos jim aaron n i had a little competition..
watched spiderman and kung fu hustle..then played 4 on a couch..lol my team won both rounds..
then played cranium..quite funn..except the extremly maluating part in which i had to sing e 'girls jux wanna hav fun' song! i didnt noe it n sinch tried to help me bt it still made a mess of it and worst still, jim recorded it n i tink it's on e net somewhere..sheesh..
so embarrassing..
:(
dreading sat now..

exams are over!(:

2005-10-12T20:18:00.000+08:00

todae marks e end of the sec 3 eoy exams!
and thanks so e super fast marker mr koh, we got our papers baq(:
i got an A
thank God!(:
newaes many things hav happened over e course of err..a VERY LONG TIME(:
so i shant bother to blog abt them
i wanna learn how to play e guitar PROPERLY(:
hope i can go 4 tad yamaha guitar course..beginners of course(:
it's kinda ex bt way cheaper than piano..
cant wait to get my papers baq(:
playing e guitar later!(:
btw check out my rabbit below my tagboard
it's cute(:

Because He Lives
God sent His Son, they called Him Jesus
He came to love, heal and forgive
He lived and died, to buy my pardon
An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives
Because He lives, I can face tomorrow
Because He lives, all fear is gone
Because I know who holds the future
My life is worth the living just because He lives

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2005-09-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

many things abt tml
i dun seem to understand
bt i noe who hold tml
and i noe who holds my hand

exams start tml!
e exam tad determine if we go to sec 4 or not..
n e exam tad helps pull up elect. hist marks
"S
i pray tad we'll all trust in e Lord to help and provide for us
(:

happy birthday to me!!(:

2005-09-27T19:16:00.000+08:00

todae:
morning has mass stretch..like concentration camp liddat..
then had poa geog..jesslyn n cheryl 4got my bdae!! [bt it's ok lah]
then had eng bt ms chang wasnt here so e pw-lookalike mr wong came in
e class sang me a bdae song in his presence can!! lol
then asked him qn..he took so long can bt eventually came up wit an qns..he's darn diao lah
not a bit like pw..lol
wanted to play del's guitar!!
then emaths..4 e 1st time i could do many qns of e revision paper..then found out tad it's 3NA paper -.-" bt better than nothing lah lol
then after sch went to us..
went to foodcourt to eat study..made a lotta noise..
then finally went up to ben & jerry's to eat icecream..
it was so darn amusing lah!!
e guy gave me one free scoop of icecream on knowing that it's my bdae lah!! LOL
i love ben & jerry's!!(:
then walked ard..got cheated of their money by playing e 'dream catcher' machine while trying to get a eeyore..so diao..
then took mrt home..
sheila n i had made an observation. rite sheila? *winks
feeling a little sick..like last tues..shld b due to exhaustion..
now feeling better(:

thanks to:
colours(:!
-aaron 4 e cool n wonderful yellow stationery..cool man!!(:
-steph 4 e yellow chicken n stuffs!(:
-pris 4 e yellow chicken n stuffs!(:
-xh 4 e yellow chicken n stuffs!(:
-jasper 4 e yellow guitar picks and yellow chicken!(:
-pw 4 e hairbands!(:
-sheila 4 e yellow chicken n stuffs!(:
-bryan 4 e guitar picks!(:
-wq 4 e yellow chicken and stuffs!(:
i love all of you!!(:

church friends:
-eryn!! yr earrings and cross stitch rocks!! they're realli nice..thanks!!(:
-sherwin!! thanks 4 yr earrings!! will wear them wit eryn during christmas!!
-others who wished me happy bdae!!(:

last bt not least, i wanna thanks my God Almighty for loving me and protecting me thru my 15 years!!

thanks!!(:

tired

2005-09-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

i feel so emotionally drained.
it's like e combination of e whole jasper, exams coming n i havnt studied n e history repeating itself thingie.
which is y i'm not going tml..
i feel veri bad abt history repeating itself.
i mean i shldnt hav done tad n shld hav learnt frm my mistake.
bt no..i jux had to go ruin things btw them..
todae was amusing..
jux wanna highlight certain stuffs..
major suanage abt me n pw..
like so much blue n yellow stuffs ard us..
then truth n dare with all dares n i was supposed to sit next to pw..
then went to yf..
last yf meeting for 2005!!
todae's games was e best..
HE'S such a hunk!!!(: LOL
newaes..todae lotsa pple took advantage of lotsa pple's hands ah..
*tsktsk
(:

dead men tell no tales. sad women write them down

2005-09-21T18:41:00.000+08:00

dead men tell no tales. sad women write them down.
i got e above sentence from a 'a series of unfortunate events' book.
sounds quite appropriate..
we all r missing jasper terribly.
at least he's in heaven now..
funny how these things are so "coincidental", u noe God is behind all this?
like how on monday, i "knew" e supposed dao guy in blue..
bt i didnt noe him..i onli knew him on msn..so opps..
[btw he was onli dao cos we were making too much noise in e hospital :S]
he's actualli quite nice..
then how e bgr discussion thing got cancelled n postponed to next wed..
n how we hav a physics test[my 2nd fav subj] on my bdae next tues..[quite outta point]
these things dun happen 4 nothing..
i will cherish my guitar picks..no matter how many i hav left in e end..
i'm sure jasper wouldnt wanna see us fight over it..
he'll b in our hearts..one dae material possesions will b gone too..jux like us..
at least we hav eternal life.
thank You Lord Jesus Christ for dying on e cross 4 us and love us so tad we wont hav to face a 2nd death.
(:

life is realli fragile

2005-09-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

i'm too tired to blog properly so jux a quick note.
he's gone bt at least we noe he's with our Father in heaven..
we'll miss him and rmb him..we'll meet again..
eoy exams coming real soon [next fri] and i shall throw all my energy into revising/getting my facts straight.
i will realli cherish my 8 yellow guitar picks.
thanks jasper
(:

fragile

2005-09-18T16:48:00.000+08:00

life is so fragile.
here today and gone tml

yesterdae:
nothing much happened in e day..
jux tad i embarrassed myself during games..
sry bill gates..
newaes after yf i went to eryn's house to study..
her relatives were over and the chilli crab wit fried mantou was sooo good(:
then went to her rm n took pics, looked at necklaces/earrings..
listened to e music tad chloe lent her..e 'God he reigns' cd by hillsongs..
i love e 'wad e world would nv take' song!!(:
then received jasper's sms..prayed..
was pretty annoyed by e 'tok tok chang' sound coming out frm outside..
some pple where apparently practicing black magic :S
then went out of e rm n toked to onclay n ate ice cream
onclay failed his kindergarden enterance exam which was 1 + 1! LOL
no wonder he has to take emaths tuition..ahhaha..
then eryn said he shld go to kinderorchard which is MUCH easier..lol
then went home..

todae:
didnt realli do much..jux revised indices..later going to do coordinate geometry n poa..
my grades are realli gross now..better study.."S

happy birthday eryn!!(:

2005-09-11T14:30:00.000+08:00

today's sep 11.
happy bday eryn!!(:

yesterdae:
chatted on msn..slacked..
then went to church..
met eryn at church 1st to open presents(:
i 4got i was going 4 e believer's musical thingie!!
onclay got eryn heart shaped earrings to match her necklace
and me e expensive one which i wanted(:
i'm scared tad it'll break.."( [but it's realli realli nice. thanks!(:]
then went over to sbc 4 yf..
games was poisonball..then went up 4 a talk on 'being cool' again..
was smsing claire!!(:
tad poor gal's stuck in sentosa wit her horrid terrible brother aaron "S
then had small grp discussion..
then left for e musical in sinch and shireen's car [a 5 seater]
with ronnie, huijia, eryn, chermaine, n myself!!
bt tis wasnt as squeeze as e time we went to darrel seah's housewarming..
7 gals in pastor chris's car!! hahahahah
then tried to 'salvage' any food..had spicy fishballs(: and tau suan..
em musical was pretty gd..
realli touching..n e after note was quite gd too..
then cos we were super hungry, we went to newton food hawker centre!!
e food there roxed..it was realli realli realli gd(:
we had sugarcane juice, hokkien mee, carrot cake[cai dao quey], chicken rice[for eryn] and the bestest bbq chicken wings ever!!!(:
then went home pretty late..
wished eryn happy bdae..
i love my earrings(:
[and i hope i wont make e wallet cry..LOL]

fun under the sun

2005-09-09T20:44:00.000+08:00

i'm happy
for the 1st time in AGES
(:
amazing how retail therapy can do wonders for your mood(:

it happened.

2005-09-01T17:43:00.000+08:00

i need school.
i need to drown myself into sth.
gd thing there's mo sie tml..

todae:
had ham&cheese toast again(:
left house..
met sheila at mrt..
then e rest came..
went to bus stop to meet xh(:
1st time seeing her..
didnt realli look like who i thot she would be
bt tad's not e point..
steph wanted starbucks so we crowded e middle of e very small outlet..
then we went outside starbucks n crowded there instead..
then went to buy tickets..
some suanage..
then bought nachos(:
went in..
herbie[e car] was cute..it dated a YELLOW car!!(:
was singing to walking on sunshine then every1 stared at me -.-"
when it was over we went to e toilet to warm ourselves up..
then walked ard..
samantha n rachel went home..
we walked in carref0re..[not sure how to spell]
saw stuff[i want e black notebook!(:]..toked n suaned..
listened to music..bt it didnt realli work..
saw stuff tad we shldnt hav..
then went home..
mugging 4 mo sie now.
(:
p.s. i feel tad sth's not right..

patience is a virtue

2005-08-23T18:42:00.000+08:00

wahh!!
i'm gonna hafta wait one whole yr to put braces/go 4 jaw surgery.
but i tink i changed my mind.
i shant make braces anymore.
it's painful n so is e jaw surgery.
my future boyfriend/husband [if i ever get one] would jux hafta accept me 4 who i am, gap btw my front teeth n all.
so yea.
hmm..now tad sheila n steph hav their hair cut to abt my length, we can e like e dimsum dollies?! (:
[we cant b triplets cos i'm too tall]
i'm happy wit my maths test results 4 once
(:
jasper: just do it

taking stock

2005-08-03T17:51:00.000+08:00

how many names has sheila been called?
1) ms zx
2) piece of land
3) lalaland
4) ms tauhui[jasper's bowl of tauhui]
5) purple
6) sheila tan

how many names has pris been called?
1) mrs eo
2) orange
3) mrs koh -.-"

how many names has peiwei been called?
1) pw [mr]
2) mr chicken [yellow]
3) phosphorus tungsten
4) physical weathering
5) the yellow chicken who cannot fly but jumps
6) small bird[created todae n havnt announced yet]
7) my """""""""husband""""""""
10) aunty/mummy
11) blue
12) potassium hydroxide

how many names has steph been called?
1) mrs lionel [ROAR!!]
2) the cupid
3) pink

how many names has weiqian been called?
1) weiqian-er
2) ms wq
3) black
4) ms blur

how many names has jasper been called?
1) jasperina
2) jasmine
3) mr gt
4) green
5) mr orange
6) apple

how many names have I been called?
1) zhou ma
2) pw's """"""""wife""""""""
3)ms juer
4) ms banana
5) yellow

(:

the aftermath

2005-07-11T07:44:00.000+08:00

it's like over..now baq to the DAILY routine..
yesterdae:
woke up early in e morning..slacked ard n watched tv..then showered n realised i was late..so hurried to take bus to church..i was still late "S chloe n weiling n e rest were already there..so paiseh..then started singing..learnt a relatively new song 'the glory of the cross'..realli nice but kinda difficult to pick up/sing..then eryn came..kinda hyperventilated when she arrived..then jammed until lunch..had pizza that jessy ordered..had 2 slices of hawaiian pizza wit lotsa cheese "D then tried pyscho-ing eryn into eating too..but she just wasnt hungry..e guys tried to do this ala wedding dinner kinda thing with church cups n ice lemon tea/miranda..then went up n jammed more..then rehearsed somemore til e reat of yf came..crapped with my meis then learnt e spastic but kinda cute movements of e presentation..then worship started..was realli nervous but okaes lah..then after tad listened to sermon on obadiah n tried not to tok to meis n to make them listen..they were drawing on clare ng's face..n other guys' faces..then after sermon we hung ard n crapped..then went down n super hyperventilated with meis cos chara was going to DATE aaron [n perhaps get married!]..lol..then went upstairs to listen to eryn..heard her songs..realli nice..then went to eryn's house..bathed..tried to get issac out of e room but failed..then eryn n i jux couldnt sleep so we toked [when issac was asleep tad is]..toked abt lotsa stuff..then slpt..
todae:
woke up real early..then got ready n rode on aunty janet's back of e bike to e bus stop..took bus to church..abt 20mins late..then hung ard..then did service..then jux crapped n crapped..then after e 11am service, eryn n i went home..her aunty took us to northpoint..then i went home..I MISS JAMMING!! "D

shop talk

2005-07-04T08:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae:
went to church 4 music prac at 3 then slacked..listened to ashley's ipod..got a blue wallet frm claire mei "D
then sang 4 worship..not tad many people were singing..but oh wells..then the guys were up to sth..turns out they had a whole box of australian chocolate..then i kinda freaked..then they gave me the empty box -.-" then had bs..more chocolates! kept dropping stuff which poor grace had to pick up "S..after service toked to people..drank ice lemon tea + coke + peach sth..then met eryn on e way to church..tried to look for weiling..couldnt find her..then walked baq to church..bought oreo cookies frm spc..then went to church office to chill :) sang 'your praise will never cease'..tad song rox :) then took bus to newton..got lost but got help frm tis nice guy..turns out that we alighted at little india..which's even closer to e esplanade.."D then took mrt..issac thot sidney was uncle..sheesh..then went to esplanade library but couldnt find eryn's scores.."S but nvm..then went to raffles city to eat..had burger king..then shopped ard..went to mango "D but was totally broke..then went to the body shop..looked ard then saw this realli nice smelling lipbalm..but then eryn n issac were smelling perfume..didnt realli like the "chocolate" perfume haha but the moonflower and oceanus perfumes rox..so shared the oceanus bodymist with eryn "D [they were on discount too!] then took mrt baq..then slpt..

Todae:
read newspapers and watched tv..cant wait to go to e arcade tml!! hope del's give us a treat..haha..n SOMEONE apparently tagged eryn's blog "D

notice me

2005-04-26T19:33:00.000+08:00

here's a story of a gal
living in a lonely world
hidden by a secret crush
a little boy who talked too much

and i'm standing in the crowd
with a smile i check u out
but u dun even noe my name
u're too busy playing games

and i want u to noe
if u lose yr way i wont let u go
tell me

if i cut my hair
if i change my clothes
will u notice me
if i bit my lip
if i said hello
will you notice me

wad i've gotta do to make u see
to get u to notice me

imagine

2005-04-04T20:46:00.000+08:00

a single lamppost
on a lonely street
a girl with an umbrella
raining

a single lamppost
wind rushing thru me
the breeze ard me
controlling the bike

strength and warmth around me
hugging me
so near yet so far
a day i never want to forget